I just feel so young.
Well, it's official. My last packet of my first semester of grad school is sent in. Done. Finished. Well, kind of. To be honest I'm kind of disappointed in it. In myself mostly. It was a struggle, sure, but I did it. I thought I did it well but in retrospect I guess it could have been better. I'm trying to learn from my mistakes and call it a lesson but it just made me sad. I feel like I let my advisor, and myself, down. The novel is coming together but I keep missing things when I go back to edit. Something isn't connecting between my brain and my fingers. And my essays, bah humbug. In my mind I always think damn that was a good idea. Only it wasn't. Or maybe it was, it just didn't turn out great. I sometimes think that I actually know what I'm doing but most of the time I am wrong.
I just feel so young.
0 Comments
|
AlexisMaster of Fine Arts from Vermont College of Fine Arts, Rowan University alumna, sister of Theta Phi Alpha, and future YA author extraordinaire. Archives
February 2017
Categories
All
|