Until everything did.
We've already grasped the idea that my friends are leaving me in the last post, but not about the change in myself. I used to think I wanted to live here and do nothing, when in reality I wanted nothing. I centered my life around the desires of someone else, someone who never even cared. But then I started a new chapter of my life, at rowan, where I met people and started a new degree that changed me. I found myself. I found my future.
I can see now that I was never meant for this town, or for that life. I was meant for so much more. I'm too big for this town already, I outgrew it years ago. Circumstances helped push me in that direction, everything happens for a reason and whatnot, but deep down I think I always knew. I know I will move on from here, and if money was no object the time would be now.
My time is coming.