I know that it's not my fault that my sister stole $10-$15,000 from them. That's why I took the car. I know they could have sold it or whatever to get it off of their credit, but for everything they went through they shouldn't have had to. So I took it over. At first it wasn't too hard to keep up with. But then I started going to school and working less. Then I had to drive back and forth to school multiple times a week and had to borrow their gas card. Then I joined a sorority and had to pay dues and extra curricular fees. Then I had to drive to school even more and paying for gas ever became impossible. I got acceptance letters to honors societies and couldn't afford them, so they paid. Where does it end? When does it end?
I do the best I can with what I have. I don't make good money at my job. I pay for a car that I hate, I get no credit for, and ultimately can't even really afford. I have no idea how I'm going to pay for grad school. Hell, I'm not even sure how I'm paying for the application. Lets get this straight: I hate asking my parents for money. I absolutely do. More than anything else in the world. I'd rather go to the dentist, and the dentist makes me cry. And I feel unbelievably guilty every time I ask my parents for money. I'm actually getting frustrated tears while writing this.
I know that it's not my fault that my sister stole $10-$15,000 from them. That's why I took the car. I know they could have sold it or whatever to get it off of their credit, but for everything they went through they shouldn't have had to. So I took it over. At first it wasn't too hard to keep up with. But then I started going to school and working less. Then I had to drive back and forth to school multiple times a week and had to borrow their gas card. Then I joined a sorority and had to pay dues and extra curricular fees. Then I had to drive to school even more and paying for gas ever became impossible. I got acceptance letters to honors societies and couldn't afford them, so they paid. Where does it end? When does it end? it will end, right? My friends all think I'm spoiled, but I'm not. I don't like being handed things, and I expect nothing. I honestly am grateful for everythin
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AlexisMaster of Fine Arts from Vermont College of Fine Arts, Rowan University alumna, sister of Theta Phi Alpha, and future YA author extraordinaire. Archives
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