I want a flat in Paris to write in. I love Paris, I think it's magnificent. I also love London and I cannot wait to see it. I just fear that my first trip will be my last. Everyone is always afraid of the future.
I visited Kristina and Pork's apartment yesterday. It's beautiful. It's like a perfect little starter home. Honestly, I felt a little bit guilty for being there. It was like I was invading their private space. I don't know. My family problems just have me down lately.
I don't even know if you read my blog anymore.